At first she refused to directly name him. But now, months after news of her pregnancy spread, Andi Eigenmann finally named the father of her unborn child. "Maybe instead of feeling bad that Albie (Casiño) left me to take on this responsibility by myself, I should thank him for giving me the opportunity (to) go out and find genuine happiness once again," Andi said in her post "#welliwasneverreallytheconventionaltype" on Sunday, September 4 in her blog "The Good That Won't Come Out Chapter: Deux" at andieigengirl.posterous.com.
Andi stressed that while she is not expecting Albie to take on the responsibility, she hoped he will eventually realize his role.
"I'd obviously love for him to be around eventually. You know, to save myself the struggle to find a good way to explain his absence to his child. At the same time, I'd understand. Cus after all, I have no idea who or what kind of a person all the fame and fortune has turned him into now. All I hope is that he's well," Andi posted.
In the revealing blog, Andi presented the challenges she is currently facing -- her shattered dreams of a grand wedding, her delayed plans for a successful career.
"I thought, maybe thinking about how my life should be right now, like the freedom and lightness of dreaming of the next wedding of the century, would readily bring me to tears again," Andi said. "Tears of regret in terms of being fully aware of the greatness and success that should have been. But no. No, because God really does love me."
Andi also mentioned that she remained strong and optimistic, fully accepting the consequences of her action.
"As soon as I have learned to embrace the fact that instead of having a child at the age of 29, it was blessed upon me as early as now, all those points that would usually bring me to endless tears, have remained to be dreams, STILL highly possible from coming true. This just goes to show that, yes, amidst the lack of maternal instincts and no ounce of being nurturing or maternal whatsoever, I am now undoubtedly ready to raise a child on my own," she noted.
Backed with what she calls "the best set of supportive family members," Andi said she continues her life with renewed faith. In her words, "God didn't create us to be immature spoiled brats who have to get everything as planned. Nothing's perfect, but I can assure you one thing: God is awesome and He knows what's best for us, without a doubt. Though not everything may go our way, things will always end up to be just what would keep us happy and contented," Andi added.
So what does the future hold for Andi?
The soon-to-be single mother has only one answer – patience.
"Everything will soon fall into place," wrote Andi.
